Tuesday, July 05, 2005

"The Place I've Moved To"

"The place I'm moving to", not to be said any longer.
For now I am there."The place I have moved to, the place where I live.
A very pretty, friendly place. Where people have manners, please and thank you, opening doors for the next person to walk though it-- I'm not very use to that. Sure they did it back where I lived before, but they didn't do it as much, and when ever you said thank you, they never said anything back.
Anyway! It still doesn't feel real! Though, it doesn't feel like a dream either.
It just seems to feel so normal, like nothing is different even though a lot is.
It feels right at home. We have a new house, new church, and maybe soon a new school(I might be going to public school! Not sure if there highschool allows 9th grades.)! Yet it all feels so much like everyday.
I never seemed to feel excited, but I though I would!
Maybe it just went slowly, or something. I just hadn't noticed it. I've felt sick once in a while, most of the time I didn't seem to find a reason of why I felt sick. Being home sick, or missing people and such can act as a sickness.
I never seem to be able to remember or pick out just how I feel, because I just tend to mix feelings up and have so many feelings at once, I can't seem to say just what I am. Anyway, I do know I miss my family back where I use to live. And it's starting to get in my head that my birthday,(Very very soon), is going to be quieter then my birthday last year and the years before. I miss my cousins. :[ They were so fun to be around. =O xD Their my-- friends. :[] And now, I wont see them as much as before. Which makes me sad. Same thing with my aunts and uncles, and my grandma and grandpa. Sure-- they'll visit once in a while. =O But still. It's not as it was.
So far, I haven't made any friends-- but hopefully sooner or later I will.
There are a lot more red heads around here. So that's cool! ^^
The weather here lately has been up and down. Not a very nice hot lately, very dry gross heat. And them once in a while thunder and rain, and one time there was a bunch of lightning! :O
Don't know what else to say. There's probably more stuff I could say, but-- I just can't seem to think at the moment. xD

-Beck