What to Say, What to Say

Where to start, not saying that there is a lot to be said.
-- It is still hot, and soon to be getting even hotter. But surprisingly it didn't seem to feel so hot today to me, though later in the day it had gotten hotter, feeling like every other day so far. But-- it did feel somewhat different for a while!
We finally got my dad's car! It guess it was supposed to be here a lot sooner, but it wasn't. It had been like a few weeks over its suspected due date or so. It looks like it used to, no dents or bumps that I have noticed. Just a tad dirty, but that doesn't matter a bit, such a little thing. It was expected. Rain could just fix that up.
Anyway, no more rental cars! For a long while I guess. I dislike making promises, false hope, even when it doesn't matter because it goes un-noticed. But then again, I notice. Plus I don't like to say stuff I'm not quite sure of.

Also, Ginger, my dog hasn't been such a nice dog lately in my opinion. Really, it would be called "Being a Dog", but I tend to not like what dogs are being. Ginger always finds turtles around here, she loves them. I'd be sitting down on the couch downstairs, then I'd see in the corner of my eye, a thing running past the door, with something rather large being held in a very small mouth. It's quite funny really, how she, Ginger, gets that thing to fit in her mouth. But sadly, the other day, Ginger was out in the front, with, of course, a turtle. I went to go look at the turtle that Ginger had found, I looked over to it, and I noticed that Ginger has managed to bite on the side at the bottom, and blood was -- well, I can't seem to find any words to go on. But, you probably understand what Ginger had done, or at least part. Surprisingly, the turtle was still alive. My older sister found something to put it in, and took it all the way out to the gate while Ginger stayed behind. Now, that is what I meant by, "Being a Dog", and my opinion of being a "Bad Dog". But what we all thought was quite funny, is the matter that Turtles are the only thing that Ginger manages to catch. So slow.
While my dad was cutting the grass, Ginger walked by him with a turtle, my dad followed Ginger, as Ginger stopped and began to dig near a tree placing the turtle into the whole. I find that rather depressing, to think of a bunch of turtles out there buried alive. Ach. Anyway! The kittens are growing, though, today my sister has noticed The Muffin, her favorite cat, seemed to have a bigger and rounder tummy then usual. We worry that Hannah, earlier today, had squeezed her too tight. I hope she is okay.

Other then that I can't find anything else new that happened recently. That I had remembered. I did get new shoes though! My other ones, were falling apart. So, I got some All Stars. Out of all the colors they had to pick from, at the store. Like red, gray, blue and pink, I picked brown. It matches my outfits though! My sister and my mom said it was me. xD My older sister, got some very colorful shoes, with bright green shoe laces. I'm not sure what color the shoe is its self, I can't remember the name. But it's a purple-ish red-ish pink-ish color. It goes with her shocks very well. Black and white strips, red and black, and purple and black. Really cool socks.

Well, I'm going to go watch Monk now! One of my favorite shows.

-Beck

Thunder and Rain

I love the weather here- not the heat but the rain, thunder, and lightning.
Back where I use to live, you didn't really see "The real thing" I guess you could say.
The rain would come for about half of the day then leave, and it wouldn't come back for a long while. Here the rain is off and on. You'd think it's over, but half an hour later, its back and it acts like it's not leaving. I love it. I love rain.
The thunder back where I use to live was so-- "Aw! I didn't hear it..." But here, it's like "who didn't hear it!?". And the lightning, I hardly saw a thing of it back where I lived. And here, it lights up you're backyard as if it was day, yet it is really night.
And what I love the most-- is when you're outside, and you really quick hear this loud thunder, then you hear the sound of rain dropping down on the leaves in the wood coming closer and closer, louder and louder. Big rain drops fall on the deck. And just a few seconds before- it was dry like summer, now it's soaked like it's been raining forever. It gives you this great felling of excitement.
And it gives you so much imagination. Reading books, back where I use to live, it was pretty cool with the effect of imagination, you wouldn't think it gets any better, but then when you move and see the real thing, the real thunder told in the story, and you imagine it all-- it's just so-- "Wow." in shock.
Not to long ago, I was standing out side, on the porch, watching the rain and the flashes of light, and listening to the thunder rolling. You just couldn't be driven away from the beautiful of nature.
I love it here. It's so-- neat and interesting.

(Ps. If you are reading, "Hi grandma! I miss you.")

-Beck

Happy Birthday Me

Today is my birthday.
Doesn't really seem to matter much, because--
I look forward to my birthdays to have fun with my cousins, aunts, uncles, grandma and grandpa, but sense I have moved, they aren't here. So, that kinda depresses me.

Yesterday we went over to a "big city place", to a mall, and there my mom and dad bought my birthday present. I couldn't really think of anything I wanted, and a few days ago I was trying to get my room organized, then I noticed-- I don't have enough space in my little "jewelry box"(Usually would not be used as a jewelry box. But I use it as one.), so I decided I needed a real jewelry box, so I asked for one for my birthday. It's a really nice one, it's a tstand up one and it open like a little closet with two draws at the bottom. And it has that look that I'd like in my room, so if I were to have a room like how I am wanting, the jewelry box will match. It is really pretty. ^^

-Beck

"The Place I've Moved To"

"The place I'm moving to", not to be said any longer.
For now I am there."The place I have moved to, the place where I live.
A very pretty, friendly place. Where people have manners, please and thank you, opening doors for the next person to walk though it-- I'm not very use to that. Sure they did it back where I lived before, but they didn't do it as much, and when ever you said thank you, they never said anything back.
Anyway! It still doesn't feel real! Though, it doesn't feel like a dream either.
It just seems to feel so normal, like nothing is different even though a lot is.
It feels right at home. We have a new house, new church, and maybe soon a new school(I might be going to public school! Not sure if there highschool allows 9th grades.)! Yet it all feels so much like everyday.
I never seemed to feel excited, but I though I would!
Maybe it just went slowly, or something. I just hadn't noticed it. I've felt sick once in a while, most of the time I didn't seem to find a reason of why I felt sick. Being home sick, or missing people and such can act as a sickness.
I never seem to be able to remember or pick out just how I feel, because I just tend to mix feelings up and have so many feelings at once, I can't seem to say just what I am. Anyway, I do know I miss my family back where I use to live. And it's starting to get in my head that my birthday,(Very very soon), is going to be quieter then my birthday last year and the years before. I miss my cousins. :[ They were so fun to be around. =O xD Their my-- friends. :[] And now, I wont see them as much as before. Which makes me sad. Same thing with my aunts and uncles, and my grandma and grandpa. Sure-- they'll visit once in a while. =O But still. It's not as it was.
So far, I haven't made any friends-- but hopefully sooner or later I will.
There are a lot more red heads around here. So that's cool! ^^
The weather here lately has been up and down. Not a very nice hot lately, very dry gross heat. And them once in a while thunder and rain, and one time there was a bunch of lightning! :O
Don't know what else to say. There's probably more stuff I could say, but-- I just can't seem to think at the moment. xD

-Beck

Two More Days!(Or less!)

Wow! Only two(or less) more days till we move, and all that time before, that we knew we were moving yet it just didn't seem real. The day is finely here! --Or we near.
Today, a while ago, the people who are buying the house had there walk through the house, and nothing was wrong besides one little bitty thing that I suspect is now fixed. :3 Tomorrow the moving people are coming over to pack our stuff, and the day after that they will come and pack up all the furniture, and then put them in the truck and drive away. And so will we. We will look around the house, see if there is anything left - and then drive to "where we are moving to"! My aunt Laura is coming tomorrow to say good bye and stuff, and the day we move my Grandpa and Grandma is coming to say good bye too. :[ I'm going to miss everyone so much. My cousin Josh, was telling my aunt Laura, "They can't leave. They're becoming to be cool!" Or something like that. It was his birthday yesterday, and my sister(Bibis), had her birthday the day before that. It was fun. Josh is a pretty cool, nice cousin(Even though he can be mean). I'm going miss him and Jeremy and my other two cousins Jeff and Donovan. I see them the most, because my cousins on my dads side live in Holland, and their very young. Haven't even meet them yet. Anyway! I'm going to miss everyone so much! :[ Uncle Ken, aunt Laura, cousin Josh and cousin Jeremy are planning on road tripping all the way to our new house, around next year. So-- that'll be fun!

I'll probably won't be on for a while. My dad is going to do something with the internet after I'm done with this. It'll probably take a while for us to be all unpacked and stuff, and have the computer going. But-- maybe once in a while my mom will let me update this here blog everyone in a while since she likes to read my blog and stuff. :]

Good bye everyone! :O
-Beck

Five Days!

Five days until we move! Though, suprisingly it still does'nt feel real-- but it's most likely going to feel once we are ready and driving there. So-- I'm pretty excited I guess, can't believe that if there wont be a next Sunday. That this will be the last Sunday with everyone here for a while. It's seems pretty sad. I'm going to miss everyone so much. v_v Though I hope I make new friends in "where we are moving". (xD Heh).

The guinea pig is still at my aunts house, and Donovan, one of my cousins here, are taking very good care of it. Proving to his mom that he will take good care of it if she doesn't give it to anyone else. Heh. =3
I'm not sure if we are keeping Ginger, I get the feeling that we aren't. Yesterday the subject of "Ginger starting to bit people and getting an attitude," came up. And then the subject "taking Ginger to the pound." came up. She is a real good dog, and I really love her. But-- she's getting old and starting to not be how she use to be. I'm not sure what I feel about the subject anymore. She's a very good dog, but she's been snapping lately. I don't really want her to go the pound I guess, but no one wants her(as far as I know)- And what would happen if we kept her? I don't seem to show any feeling tords the subject, I guess I'm just blocking it because I really have no idea what to do and what is going to happen. Anyway...

I can't believe it's only five days till we move. o.o The house just looks like what it usually does, like its been lived in and still is being lived in. It's a big mess at the moment-- in my opinion. xP

-Beck

Scary Drug Wanting Strangers

Every Sunday, of if we can't make it, we go to my grandma and grandpas house for lunch and bible study. It's really fun, because my cousins and uncle and aunt come, and sometimes a few family friends and relitives vistiting. So we went yesterday, but sadly-- it sort of hit me that that very very soon, we will be moving and I wont see them again for a long while. Even though they are planing on going on a toad trip over, but still-- no more seeing them on sunday. It really is starting to depress me. T_T *Sigh.*
So-- anyway, yesterday my older sister and my one of my little sisters went to the park to swing, while we were having the bible study, so after when it was over, Uncle Ken, Josh(cousin), and I, all went walking there to stand around and talk like we usely do. xD So, we walk over to the park, and stand my my older sister joins us in our little chat-- and then these two creepy guys walk over and say, "Hey-- I did'nt think we'd see people our age here." then he sakes all of our hands saying "pleased, pleased" over and over again. My cousin says, "He'd be probably around your age. O.o" pointing at uncle Ken, and uncle ken says, "How old are you?" and the weird guy says, "21." and uncle Ken says his age and all, and he is a like way older. So then he starts a talking about where he lives and stuff, asking questions to my Uncle. The strange dude is smoking and and cussing alot. And then he asks my Uncle, like, something like, "so do you know where any L____ are?" (I forgot what the word was, but it started with an L. Anyway, my uncle didnt cauch what he said so he asked, "What?" and the strange guy says, "-- I'll-- take that as a no...." and then he shakes our hands and walks away. We all start walking back to grandmas house and confused, and then like Josh or uncle Ken says, "I think he was asking us if we knew any drug dealers. O_o xD" Josh went off talking about "Do I look like I know a drug dealer? xD Do we??" or something like that, *shrugs. Bad memory. As Josh was saying something like that he was showing his T-shirt, which was a "D.A.R.E." shirt. One of those shirts that says that he like got out of drugs and stuff. So yeah, but then again-- the guy probably was think maybe Josh knew some from the past that bight be around and stuff. Anyway! We all went home, our hands feeling numb and gross like cold, clammy, old fish. Puting our hands under burning water and alot of soap. x.X
The guy really looked like he was messed up by drugs. He's eyes all creepy, and one busted. He looked like he had'nt taken a shower in a looong time. He looked-- damaged. So, yeah. That was pretty scary. >.>

-Beck

Jelly, Beans, and Pumpkin

I miss the kitties. Jelly Bean and JB(Jelly Bean Jr.). I forgot to write that we gave them to my Grandma, because we cant really travel with them. Also the guinea pig, Pumpkin. Guinea pigs don't travel well, so we rather she stays here and live- instead of the chance of traveling and the guinea pig not doing very well. At the moment the Pumpkin is at my aunts house, she's was watching it while the house was being tented. She says she'll keep the guinea pig for a while longer, since she is most likely going to have people going by her house and noticing the guinea pig, and ask them if they want it, you know. I kind of miss looking out the back door watching the girls, and expect the guinea pig's cage, and her inside, next to the back door.
I miss the cats too. Its sort of sad when you open the front door to get air in the house and expect the cats to walk in. But-- they are with a great new owner now. And Jelly Bean is with her long lost sister, Dutchess.(As well JB's long lost aunt.) And hopefully they will make friends with Gus. But last time I saw Jelly Bean and JB at Grandma's house in the back room, they looked comfortable and at home. ^^ Plus-- When every we come back for a while to visit, we can see Jelly Bean and JB. So that'll be nice.

-Beck

There Are Six Dead Carpenter Bees Outside

Our house was being tented, so we had to leave for a few days. We went to some fancy hotel right next to a beach. It had a huge fancy lobby and a pretty darn big pool-- though; half of the pool was three and a half feet and the deepest five feet. So, that wasn’t all that great but at least you could swim! There were also two big spas around the pool. And there was allot of like-- water falls, and stuff. So you got a pretty nice view and it made a nice sound, plus the waves of the sea and all. So anyway, it was pretty nice.


The day before we left, my mom and I watched The Phantom of the Opera. I really liked it. =3 I was sad for the Phantom though. v.v So alone. Even though he killed. I wish he had just threatened more reason for her to have kept the ring. So yeah, it’s a nice movie. Good music, good acting, good drama. =3 <3
Also, today we went to go see the movie Madagascar. It was pretty cool, I found the monkeys pretty interesting and rather oddly funny, but sadly they didn’t show those characters all that much which really bummed me. Also the penguins were pretty cool.


Oh and when I move I know how I'm going to decorate my room. Here, my room is just so-- boring. It's just a "blah." room. Nothing makes the room. Hardly any colors or anything! White walls, normal everyday wood furniture from back in the day, light green plaid sheats. It's nothing to look at, even though it doesn’t matter about the looks-- rather what it does. But, I'm looking for a bit of change in my self. More of my interesting side, less of my boring one. Trying to show who I am. So- I am going to put some of me in my next room. Some of my taste. ^^ Which will be somewhere around red velvet curtains and drama masks. With the colors of red and purple. It's going to be pretty cool. ^^" I'm excited.


-Beck

Ah! I'm Going Crazy!

I just found out that my favorite book series "Charlie Bone" by Jenny Nimmo, Is going to be made into a movie by Warner Bro.! O__O I'm going crazy in excitement! I just hope they don't leave things out and mess it up!!

Next Week, A Nice Week

Hello. I guess I've been busy or just not feeling up to writing in my blog lately, but I'm here to write something! Lets see-- Next week our house is going to be tented for termites, so we, my mom, my sisters and I are all going to go stay at a fancy hotel by the beach for a little while. I believe it has a pool, and spas, and a water fall thingy, and free breakfast. It looks pretty darn fancy from the pictures!
Other then that fun news, we are leaving to go to "the place we are moving to" --I think June 23, or around there. =D So yeah. And we already have people ready to become guests at our new house. xD
Umm-- Other then that I am hungry.

-Beck

Ehh...Blah...I Feel so Sick....

I am sick. Runny nose, stuffy nose, coughing, sneezing.
But the good nice news-- we bought a house! =D
It seems rather perfect, really-- from what I've heard and seen.
Good space, nice place. Woods, creeks, flying turkeys. =P Heh.
Yeah, I'm very happy and excited. ^^;;

Becoming Excited

At first the whole moving thing just doesn't feel real, and even after a while it doesn't. After putting the house on the market, and getting an offer, it still didn't feel real. But now, that my mom and dad are at "the place we are moving to" thinking of buying a house, -- I'm so excited!

-Beck

Not as We Though

Well...
My Mom and Dad left to "where we are moving to" to go house hunting early this morning. Our grandma came over last night so she would be here when my parents left. As far as I know, they found out before they left that Em's had a fever, and with my Grandma having cancer and all, it's not good for her to be around sick people. So, as my Mom was panicking, she called my Aunt and she came over as my Grandma left. So now-- my Aunt is here watch us, and later my other Aunt is coming to watch us, and then someone else the next day, and the someone else the next day. Yadda yadda it goes. Not how I thought it would be, nor what others would have. Sort of weird waking up and someone else is sleeping on the couch. Heh. Anyway, that seems to be all.

-Beck

I just installed picasa2. lets see if it works. xD

Just Another Day

Just another day, but every day should be welcomed,
and I to be grateful for the days given.

Got up, brushed teeth, brushed hair, made bed, yadda yadda.
Then we all went to grandma's house while my mom went to the hospital for some thingy. And then my mom came back, picked us up, we went to some place-- I forgot what it is called, and over there we got some fresh orange juice and then we went home.
And now I am here. Yeah.
And-- tomorrow, we are all going to the dentist! And later tomorrow my grandma is coming to watch us sense my mom and dad are going to "the place we are moving to" to look at houses and most likely buy one. They are going to be gone-- I think 5 days.

*Notices the "edit HTML" tab.* *Clicks it.* *Understands.*
I couldn't figure out why my Relient K signature didn't work even though I did the whole thingy, and now I just figured it out. xD I was putting it in the compose area, not the HTML area. *Smacks head on desk.* Well, then! I guess I'll show more pictures and stuff now. Now that I understand. ^^;; Maybe-- I could make another blog, call it something like "Beck Pictures" or something, and put my pictures for people to see! o.o =3

-Beck

Get to Know Beck

Hello, my name is Beck-- or well, that is what you can call me.

Lets see... I am a christian, I am homeschooled, I am weird.
I guess that pretty much tells you.
Heh. Okay, lets see-- I'll ask my self some questions.
Questions of my Interest:
What do you enjoy?
I enjoy watching Tv, talking to people, writing, draw, hanging out side, and if nothing else, reading.
Do you do anything that gives a feeling of which you belong?
Yes, I play piano. I do not play sports, never really have.
I supose I could, but I like music.
What is your favorite instrument(s)?
The piano and the violin. They also sound so wonderful together.
What are your favorite animals?
I like cats, skunks, wolves, foxes, and prairie dogs?
What is your favorite season?
Fall/autumn. Such beautiful colors. And the weather is so nice.
What is your favorite color(s)?
Orange, green, and brown. Weird, but yeah.

Questions of bands/artists of which I like:
Is there a band you like, and if so what is there name?
Yes. The bands name is Relient K.
Why?
Oh, they sound great. Good lyrics. A christian band.
What is your favorite song(s)?
High of 75, I so hate consequences, and my girls ex-boyfriend.
Main things going on around relient K?
A member of the band, named Brian left. Now they have two new members of the band. Now its a band of five. Four guitars and one drumb.
Oh! And I made a signature of them. ^^
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v14/Ginger_rose/3_RK.bmp
Isnt it cool?
Btw, Relient K website- www.relientk.com

Things about me:
I have two pets, a dog named Ginger(female) and a guinea pig named Pumpkin(female). We also have two cats but they are family cats, not really "mine". There names are Jelly Bean and JB, mother and daughter. They have been in our family for a long time.
I have four sisters, one older and three younger. My older sister is named Bibis, she draws alot and is really good at it. She is older yet I am taller. *Grins.* Hehe. Then the oldest of the youngest three, is Em's. I guess shes pretty good at drama. Shes 5 years old Then there is Sar, shes 3 years old. Shes very sneeky. So you have to keep an eye on her, because if its quite its not always good. Then there is Han-han, shes 2 years old. She is so cute! ^^ Everyone loves her and that she knows too.

Things that are happening lately:
Well, my Mom and Dad are going to go house hunting at the place we are going to move to. I think they are going next week or this week. I cant remember...
Our house is in escrow at the moment. So, yeah. Yay.
Well-- I think that is all.

-Beck

Starting Over

I guess it was pretty dumb of me to have deleted my past entries, but-- I wanted to start over. And with starting over, I would wait till we have moved to where we are going to move, and then start writing in this here blog everyday-- or just when something interesting comes up. But I really don't know anymore. So-- I'll just start now. Even though I might not post everyday. I can always do that later on. I really don't know what I was thinking though. Just wanted my blog to be as organized as it can be. Sort of silly really.
So anyway- I am back!